I did something stupid. I bet on myself, put my money on myself, thought I could depend on myself. But now I have to take that long list of people I can't trust and add my name to the list. I'm up to my neck in dept and I don't know what I can do about it at this point. I'm working 2 part time jobs and still don't make enough to cover the bills. My rent isn't even a REAL rent. About two months ago I started paying rent with credit, paying for my mothers cable bills with one of my visa's instead of giving her cash like I used to.
I'm also a full time college student trying to make it through my last year, but I messed up... and I don't feel like detailing how I messed up, but the short story is, my grades won't be too great.
.... I'd never really hurt myself, but sometimes, times like now, I wish I could kick myself in the ass for messing up my life. I'm not old enough to be this tired.
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